Xanga is Corrupted

I heard from someone that Xanga has a virus or something? So I don't wanna sign in and get it. Strange, I'm sitting here... skipping class because I'm too comfortable in my bed. That hasn't happened very often in -this- particular bed. I really like this feeling...

I'm having a tough time making it through this semester, for several reasons that don't need to vocalized to the world wide web. But, there is something I need to express...

I'm feeling detached. Good and bad, really. On the good side, it's liberating. On the bad side, it's really upsetting because the things I'm feeling detached from I had felt so connected to not too long ago. Or maybe I was never that connected and I just pretended I was. Who knows? In the meantime, it's left me confused. Torn. Lost. Should I try to re-attach myself to what I'm drifting from? Or sever the ties and be done with it once and for all? Or perhaps I should just accept it for what it is and live with what its become?

There are so many things that bother me... Annoy me... And what tears me apart over it is that I cannot decide if I'm asking too much or they're giving too little. Who has the right answer? I don't think anyone does.

What do I do?